he’s everything i could ever wish for. he’s everything i ever wanted. i dont know why i so stupid to turn him down when i had the chance to be with him last year. maybe i was just afraid? afraid of what? i have no idea.
now that i have him. i dont think i can ever let him go.
why?
cause he makes me so happy. i just cant imagine going a day without him. i cant even go an hour without talking to him. he.. he thought me what true love is. yes. we’ve had our ups and downs. but somehow or rather, we made through them. after 9 months of him waiting for me. i finally said yes to giving this a real try. a real and serious relationship. so far. its been great. almost a month together and i couldnt be happier. but i feel that we’ve been together for more than a month. i like to think that we have been together since last year. and thats whats making us stronger now. i couldnt be more thankful. i’d like to think that he’s the one for me. wait. He is the ONE for me. i just love him so much. the way he treats me. the way he loves me. the way he holds me so tight. the way he’d push away my hair when it gets into my eyes. i love the way he kisses me. its like he’s so passionate about me. he even bites my cheeks and pinches them. all the time. i love how he sulks. adorable. did i mention he has big eyes, dimples and the chubbiest cheeks. he’s just like a human sized teddy bear. my human sized teddy bear :’) he’s so manja with me and i love it. the way he’d stare into my eyes and says he loves me. the way he’ll whisper it into my ear. the way he talks about our future together. i couldnt ask for a better or more perfect boyfriend. the way he tries to make me smile or laugh when im sad. his cute laughs and giggles. ahhh. i could just eat him. nnnggggaaapppp.
its all part of ze plan huh b? :P just know that no matter what happens, no matter what we have to go through together or not, we promised to be there for each other. we promise to love each other and never leave one another. i know sometimes you get worried and afraid that i might find someone else. but baby, i wouldnt even dream of having anyone else. my dream is to live with you for the rest of my life. hopefully. i might not be the best girlfriend there is out there, but i can be the best for you. i’d do anything for you. i’d go through heaven and hell just to make you happy. nobody said relationships was easy. you were there when i needed someone. and im grateful that you were there or not we wouldnt have started this amazing journey in the first place. words cant even desribe how much i love you baby. im never ever gonna leave you. icant. i wont. so dont worry. i’ll always be here with you. to take care of you, to love you. to make you happy. im sorry for all my stupid and useless mistakes. im sorry i was such an idiot. im sorry i made you made. sometimes i just dont think. but i do know that this is what i want. US is what i want. I LOVE YOU baby, hubby, shayang, pumpkin, PIGGY. HUGMISHmwahhhLOVEyou. <3
