insomnia
i cant sleep. im such a bad girlfriend. i left him. but i didnt know that something will go wrong. i thought he was okay :( but he wasnt. i ignored/neglected him to do my work. :(
im so so sorry baby. im sorry i left you alone. i didnt know. im so sorry sayang. just know that i love you so much and that im never gonna leave you. and now, i cant sleep cause im worried about you. i know you’re like this cause you were worried about me. im sorry i made you worried b. i really didnt mean to. i was doing my work. i feel so bad now for leaving you alone. i thought you were talking with your family and still watching the news. and it makes me feel even worse that i cant call you just now and make sure that youre okay. for all i know now, you might have passed out already. im so sorry. i dont know what or how to say it anymore. IM SORRY BABY :(
im sorry i wasnt there when you needed me and im sorry that for all the times that you were sad, or sick or when you fainted, it was all because of ME.
i feel horrible sayang. im sorry. goodnight baby. sweetdreams, sleeptight. im hoping and praying that youre okay. just remember that i love you so much and i will never leave you. i would do anything to make you happy. to make you be able to breath right. to not make you feel the pain. i wish i could feel the pain for you instead of you feeling it. fuck my life.
im just gonna TRY to sleep. TRY. i love you so much. HugMissMwahhLoveYou. <3
