Goodnights
Going off to bed already. Without him. His in kk celebrating a cousins birthday I think? I’m not even sure :/ anyways, my phone bill has gone up. Way up up up. And if I’m not mistaken just for baby is close to 100 bucks. Heh. Maybe I should re count. Lol. Can’t really call him for at least awhile. A week or two, or more. Dads gonna have a ‘talk’ with me about the phone bill when he comes home. Sigh. Hopefully he’ll forget. Fingers crossed. Hehe. Anyways, off to wonderland. Goodnight baby. I really miss you. Not talking to you before o go to bed. Makes me miss you even more. It’s like I haven’t talked to you in days. Honestly, I dont like it when you’re busy. Makes me miss you. Hmm. But I want you to have your own time and space. I don’t wanna control every move you do right. I don’t wanna be those types of girlfriends who says who have to spend or talk to me 24 hours 7 days a week. I wanna give you your space but at the same time I wanna be close to you. I’m scared that we’ll drift apart like we did last year and it ended up me loosing you. I don’t want that again. I don’t know. Maybe I’m just a little insecure about all this. Its not that I don’t trust you. I’m just scared. Okay. Stop talking. Haha.
Um okay. Goodnight b. For real. Sweetdreams. Sleeptight. I hope you’re doing okay. I hope you remember to not drink too much and take your mess when you get home sayang. Please remember okay? I’ll see you tomorrow. I love you so much babe. HugMissMwahhLoveyou
